“Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.”
Thanks for all your well wishes yesterday. Unfortunately, I think it’s only going to get worse until the day I hold Ella in my arms.
I needed that quote today.
It’s a rainy, miserable day and I had a really hard night last night. I am having a “woe is me” moment and it’s ridiculous, it’s so not me. I feel like SUCH a baby because I know labor is going to be 100x worse that the pain and discomfort I am feeling right now. I have had SUCH an amazing pregnancy, so I feel bad complaining now. I also think that’s why any discomfort I am feeling seems 20 fold…because I have had such a great pregnancy! I wasn’t expecting this. If I have to go another 3 weeks with this much discomfort I don’t know what I will do. The only thing that makes me feel better is doing NOTHING. Or sitting on my exercise ball. Having to just sit and relax and do nothing is WORSE than the pain to me. If I wasn’t able to workout or work I would just go insane. I am not at that point right now, but I did have to cancel my last client of the night yesterday. I never, ever ever cancel people and hated doing it but HAD to get off my feet. It wasn’t even like I worked a long day.
I went for a long walk at the park instead of the gym since it was a gorgeous day yesterday. Or should I say waddled my way around the trail as fast as I could for 45 minutes. 😉 I think I am skipping the gym today, will probably try and do some yoga this afternoon after the doctor.
Positive note…feeling better than I did last night. I go to the doctor this afternoon so I will see if I am dilating yet, but not going to expect it. I am officially full term tomorrow (37 weeks). So exciting! I picked out Ellas coming home outfit…wait til you all see you will die it’s so adorable!
It’s time for me to go outside in my bare feet and dance in the rain……